just as tired

i'm so over this whole movie thing. i mean, it's fun and all, but i have no patience for waking up so early. it's that pushing your body to the limit thing- will it ever end? how long can i go? what happens when i can't go anymore? i don't know if i'll know what to do when i get my life back. the funny thing is- i have it so easy. i'm only working half of what everyone else is. today was the second time elizabeth's let me out a few hours early- i stopped at the library, picked up a few books. and i'm not working the overnights- if i can convince d to pick me up, i'll finish at 11 every night. i'm so sick of safari freezing- there was more that was typed, but it wasn't resaved so you can't read it. sorry.