so of course, talked to l, feel better. she's so good to me, it's really amazing. the sharp contrast between the way she deals with my whining and my mother- it's just incredible. i feel guilty just speaking my whine, and she is never "suck it up" or "things aren't that bad" or "don't you think you're being a little dramatic?" (i hate that one the most!). she gives me "oh honey, why didn't you tell me"s and "i haven't done anything to make you sad?"s and "what can i do to cheer you up?"s. and i tried, i really did, to think about it, but i couldn't, because just talking on the phone with her makes me so happy i can't remember how sad i was feeling in the first place.
but she's at work now, sending me text messages i can't reply to. i should just keep track, set aside dimes to give to my mother. 400 tms? that's only $40 a month. this is at least that much fun. i was just telling l the other night how i hate people who aren't poor who say they are. i don't think i'm poor. i've got too much credit. and they keep giving me more, the more debt i rack up!
so both l's blog, and swmnbn's are all socially concious and shit. i should be opinionated and not so whiny and self centered on mine. i am a bad person. i should read non-fiction for fun. but really, i'm still too tired and behind. but to show you i do care, i'll add a link to the fabulous, fabulous river's blog... i don't think she archives her entries individually, but it's october 3rd which i really love.
it's 10 to 10. my paper for tomorow night is 127 words, so far. this is a major problem. no more blogging, and no more reading blogs.
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