"i'm not a invisible. i'm sort of just hidden. like a chameleon, but without the taste for insects." - elizabeth crane, when the messenger is hot
"why was fabulousness important? the world was a scary, sad place and adornment was one of the only ways she knew to make herself and the people around her forget their troubles." - francesca lia block, necklace of kisses
i was so stressed last night i realized that it had become worse to be here than be there. plus sara reminded me that my choices aren't just tomorrow or the 23rd, i can pick any day inbetween as well. and my little sister called again today to tell me mom only woke up once today and was pretty unresponsive, and i should think about coming soon. so i'm leaving on thursday morning. i have so much to do before then. like, tell my boss tomorrow's my last day in the middle of the holiday rush. and do laundry.