"i'm not a invisible. i'm sort of just hidden. like a chameleon, but without the taste for insects." - elizabeth crane, when the messenger is hot
"why was fabulousness important? the world was a scary, sad place and adornment was one of the only ways she knew to make herself and the people around her forget their troubles." - francesca lia block, necklace of kisses
wore mom's makeup and her diamond studs to her funeral. surreal. exhausted. supported by family, but tonight it's just me and lisa! and marty on top of the mountain, and lisa leaves tomorrow before dawn, and i'm going off to my dad's for xmas. then it will just be marty. and tipper the dog. who is just as lonely as we are.