changes come

it's so odd, pleasantly odd, how enthusiastic gabrielle is about our friendship these days.she writes me back the next day from mexico (making her usual excuses of business ring true) and her letters are full of and it reminded me of yous and i told them about how my friend caitlins and i can't wait to be back- 3 more weekses. i feel like she's so aware of me- what a wonderful feeling! i don't think the aching in my heart for her has grown any less. so i guess she really has been changing for the better. this is why i need to stay a secret. cause i like her much better as a friend than a far away uncomfortable crush. and if she's the sort of friend i require... well then, more's the better.