25.7.04

surprising news

just got an email from mairee. she's moving to baltamore, she got a good job there. makes me glum. who's left? i keep saying to myself it will be better when everyone comes back after summer's over. this means gabrielle. there's no one else to come back.
i'm sorry, i'm in a bad mood. i went to church this morning, compelled for some reason. i don't know why. it always makes me so depressed. was walking down 53rd, in serious need of cash therapy, but still, not being allowed to buy anything. so i went to the grocery store, the only place i permit myself to shop, and blew $30 on crap.
i came home, drank hard lemonade, ate chex mix and watched legally blonde 2. i felt better, till i checked my email.

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