such sadness

i'm overwhelmed. such a good package for l, and it didn't get there on time. it's almost 8, way too late for the usps to update their website. i've been going to track and confirm every few hours for the past day and a half, but i guess now is when i give up. she will leave monday, and it will arrive mon or tuesday. she'll get it when she comes back. i should be ok with that. i think she'll enjoy it just as much then. still, i've lost all my faith in the post office. i am filled with sadness. my art was given to the post office last wednesday morning, and it hasn't made it the 300 miles to hamtramck 4 days later. who knows where it is now.

i guess i should be cheered up by finishing my hoodie, but i'm not.


anyway, it's not really done. i just realized the one arm is sewn on inside out. probably the one i did drunk last night. so i have to fix that. ugh.

went to the library today and saw a poster that reminded me of ch;

he's always disturbed by the heavy issues in young adult books these days. it's also funny cause z just read weetzie bat cause i told her she had to, and she said she could see why i liked it but prefers more realistic books.

finally, i watched bad education last night, and as always the best thing about almódovar films (besides the wallpaper and other set decoration) is how with subtitles, you can make screenprints of the quotes.

to which she replies, you don't need to learn to be a drag queen, you need to learn to be polite. that's no way to talk to a lady!

but i only took the picture because i thought it was funny at the time. right now i feel more flower of my secret:

won't anyone comment?