g called me last night as i was procrastinating!! we talked for like an hour and a half- it was crazy. but of course i had to tell her all about my personal ad and it's repercussions, and she had to tell me all her new news- she and joe are split up! the straight girl i'm in love with is SINGLE! i'm so happy for her. fun times are going to come in SF for her, i am sure. i'm so excited she's going to start living her own life out there, and stop being so ani's fixing her hair and betty serveert's something so wild. but i didn't get any bags done- what a looser! i MUST finish them tonight.
meeting with the fashion designer today went fine. and she paid me (the pennies that are her rates) so i was happy about that. i really think i'm making enough to survive like this. it makes me so glad. i really wanna be able to not just make ends meet, but save or travel. maybe even both? i want to work hard enough for that to happen. i wish she gave me more confidence about my work, though. she makes me feel so slipshod and careless. ch laughed at how everything about me changes at her aproach. anyway.
answered the phone all bored doing my balloons this afternoon, and it was s! she'd found me at work! and she called to chat while walking the dog. i felt SO special that she went to all that effort to talk to me. she says all of her friends are hounding her these days about how she's so busy, and she says, "man, why can't you be more like caitlin?" and they say, "who's caitlin?" and then that's how she introduces me. are you charmed? i am.
also- a, to celebrate her poor self-image these days, bought herself a bikini. and sent me a photo of herself in it that i'm not allowed to post here. but i can tell you, she is hot. CO guys, head to the lafayette pool. so now i have the grand total of 3 pictures of my friends as porn stars that are too slutty to upload to flickr, so they are destined to never leave my phone. listen girls, i love you, but your crotch shots are filling up my memory- oh no, i don't mean i want you to stop! i just have to delete more of mitzi...
but now i'm off to ravage for sustinance so i can keep up my energy hot gluing these linings all night. alright, alright, i'll quit my whining. i know it's a good gig, and it's not even very hot here. plus, i'm going to the BEACH on saturday. still not sure how this happened. kind of in denial. the BEACH! i mean, really. i think i need to buy fun house to read there. and i'm going to get to wear the fabulous new swimdress that z bought me that never got much of a showing in bermuda. hell, i'm gonna SEE z! and the vegan anarchist cousin! and the party in a box! and uncle billy! really, the people who thought up this family reunion on the BEACH thing- you have my undying gratitude.
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