14.12.05

stare

am sitting here, just staring at this window, not knowing what to write. i'm so tired. stayed after work in the costume shop yesterday, sewed the buttonholes for patternmaking. moved to the design studio and stayed till 8 doing my lighting plot. but- horray!- my plot is done! and my channel hookup! and my magic sheets! the only thing left is color keys, and i'm done with that. and once the buttons are sewn on for patternmaking, all i'll have left to do is turn it all in!

i need an escape. i don't know where i'll be this weekend, but it better not be chicago. i need to retreat somewhere, write christmas cards, be still, prepare to face the family.

and perhaps do some shopping! i have a lot left, but i know what i want, it's just a matter of going there and buying it. and i'll have next tuesday off- horray horray! hell, after tomorrow my whole life is off... well, until i have to go to pa, then back to school. bought my christmas cards today- tj maxx is where we got the shop ones, and though they are picked over, there are still so many cute ones. i ended up buying 3 boxes because i liked them all so much and couldn't decide. then to the beauty supply where i got more growspray (and purple lipstick) then home, to joann fabrics, where i bought all sorts of essentials, and a gift or two!

was worrying over money with mom, cause christmas of course is the time when i charge without thought of $$, but also when i take time off without thought of $$. but she reminded me i'll be getting extra time in jan when ch is on vacation as well as feb, of course. so it'll all be ok. i'm sure.

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