looser

i haven't had comments since the 8th, but i don't deserve them. i've been just a terrible blogger. i don't know who would want to read here. i need to start writing down those fits of inspiration so i have something interesting to say rather than a list of what i did today and bitching about my cat. and i did have something really wise- or at least interesting- and i thought, man, how come i keep forgetting to blog about that? but do i remember? no. when confronted with this black box, i am useless. so i just talk about my friends. as ch says, some people like it, some people don't, but regardless if you say something even slightly negative people will be upset. moral: i need to ruminate more. those are more interestng anyway.

but not now- east west stew took hours to make. i want a medal. i made dinner and it took a long time. also did most of the dishes. but now- uninspired. i need to start planning my trip. i only have 2 more evenings left, and i'll probably have my fiction writing conference in one of them. the other one i'm trying to decide to go to hear girlyman at schuba's or not. but really, i can stay up late at the last minute if i have to... who needs sleep, esp. if she's gonna take a 6 hr bus trip the next day?