12.4.05

procrastinating even the good stuff

i really, really don't wanna due my set design. so i'm putting it off by transfering my renderings to watercolor paper. but i don't really wanna do that either. so i'm procrastinating by packing for rochester. but i'm not into that, apparently, either, cause i'm blogging.
but all those really need to get done tonight. before class tomorrow. before taking them to paint in rochester. i don't wanna pack without a rochester weather report... but i need to, after doing a classic crush thing. so on sat i pouted to g, "will i see you again before i leave?" and she said call me. so i did on sunday, then again this afternoon, about getting together tonight. and she was like, oh, i thought it was thursday... so she has a meeting tonight, and was gonna go to the library after that. but tomorrow. no, i say. i have class tomorrow night. i didn't make it easier for her. perhaps we could have a comming back dinner? she says. i snap, i won't have any food that's still good by then. i'm sending my "ditch the library and party with me" vibes over the phone line. but of course, the stakes aren't as high for her, and i give in first. so she's coming over after my night class tomorrow. she is NOT going to stay too late, though.
wear the FUCK is my sexy tank top? the one with the v neck and the ring between the boobs? not that i have any to show off, but this shows a DEFINITE shadow. i think it's been stolen from my laundry. i've turned the house upside-down.
however i alread have too much clothing. i am NOT buying another shirt to meet the sorority girls.
i'm gonna go and see if i can find it.
or if you have any other suggestions? navy 8eyelet doc martins, sparkly silver tights, lots of pockets and buttons blue satin mini skirt, false eyelashes. max of 50 outside, hot in the bars. i'm at a loss. perhaps i'll consult g tomorrow....

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