9.4.05

still in love

so, went over to g's last night about 9.30 with my movies and snacks. we decided we wanted alcohol, but the only thing she had in the freezer was nasty strong rum of anne's. so i came back home and got the vanilla vodka and godiva. meanwhile she had picked her movie of choice and arranged the "theater." we had all this snack food and coke and liquor and cushy chairs and it was certainly a party. the frats across the hall were having a real party, and it was truely incredible how loud they were. granted, the living room is at the front of the house right by the door, but still...
i sat on the beanbag chair and she sat on the couch beind me and gelled my hair. we drank vanilla vodka in coke, and ate mint milanos, pretzels, honey sesame sticks, prezels and m&ms. i took my netflix (im juli and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind) and kissing jessica stein, which she really needs to see. she was a bit sheepish, but she said im juli sounded really good, and since i own kjs, we can keep it for later... so we watched im juli. an AWESOME movie! i'm fans, and i mean that in the plural. it reminded her of our party the last day she stayed with me before third year. and i told her i was writing my profile paper about her, and it was about that weekend, and i recounted it all for her- i would do it for you, but in a few weeks i'm going to post the paper, so i don't want to repeat. anyway, it was lovely to reminice. afterwards, i was talking about my new photos and we went to her room so i could pull them up on her computer. we ended up watching her photos on her screensaver, laying in her bed chatting till 2am. i was the one who said i have to get home so i can work tomorrow. i love being the one who says that.
and then i typed the paper to her all day today, realizing she is much better to me than i deserve.
talked with mom today. i wasok. she was ok. it will all be ok. i still don't wanna meet her at moosewood.

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